Don’t bother.
I’m only going to hurt you.
Just forget me.
I’ll pretend I’m okay.

And I don’t like this game or being pushed away.
But it has to be this way because I’m so afraid.
So let’s just be friends because, like you said
It’s for the best.

Please break my heart.
Please tear me up.
Say ‘Yeah we’re friends but it’s not love’
Tell me I’m boring.
Tell me I’m too plain.
Hurt me all you can
Because I love pain.

Don’t talk.
You’re only going to hurt me.
I can’t forget you.
And I can’t pretend I’m okay.

But it’s easy to lie, so you think I’m alright.
Walk away now. I’m not going to cry.
You’re not going to see how much this is hurting me.
I want you to believe.

Please break my heart.
Please tear me up.
Say ‘Yeah we’re friends but it’s not love’
Tell me I’m boring.
Tell me I’m too plain.
Hurt me all you can
Because I love pain.

I wish I could hurt you
I’ve never been hurt like this.
If I rejected you,
Would you understand how I feel?

I wish I could tell you
I’m hating every second.
But I can’t let you see
Because I’m scared of what you’d say.

Don’t worry about me.
I can’t change you.
And even when I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone,
I hope I mean nothing to you.